May 30
I see baby seagulls waddling around on the rooftop across my window again! and realised how fast a year has passed.
May is a weird month, because u can often see dead animals around as well… and i still remember the may day when I saw a dead man lying in a garden.
He looked almost peaceful, lying amidst the blooming flowers. Death and summer just do not go well with each other…
But maybe I am wrong, they actually match each other well perfectly… birth and death, cylces of life … they are as natural as it can be. Maybe we humans just attached too much meaning to things.
Animals just mate in a certain season, lay their eggs/give birth, take care of their young, then die. Birds fly, monkeys climb the tree, living their life best as they can be. But we human, we grief over the inevitable death and loss, we laugh at things we possess but will eventually lose, we chase after paper that we print figure heads on… bizzare it must seem, in the eyes of Gods and Buddhas.
baaaahhh.. forgive my randomness… i woke up with the world spinning before my eyes.. hahaa
